Charms in Pride and Prejudice

Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen, 279 pages

"I could easily forgive his pride, if he had not mortified mine."

"It is better to know as little as possible of the defects of the person with whom you are to pass your life."

"I have been used to consider poetry as the food of love."
"Of a fine, stout, healthy love it may. Everything nourishes what is strong already. But if it be only a slight, thin sort of inclination, I am convinced that one good sonnet will starve it entirely away."

"My ideas flow so rapidly that I have not time to express them -- by which means my letters sometimes convey no ideas at all to my correspondents."

"My good opinion once lost is lost forever."

"We are each of unsocial, taciturn disposition, unwilling to speak, unless we expect to say something that will amaze the whole room, and be handed down to posterity with all the eclat of a proverb."

"The expression of his face changed gradually from indignant contempt to a composed and steady gravity."

"There are few people whom I really love, and still fewer of whom I think well. The more I see of the world, the more I am dissatisfied with it; and every day confirms my belief of the inconsistency of all human characters, and of the little dependence that can be placed on the appearance of either merit or sense."

"Stupid men are the only ones worth knowing, after all."

"My courage always rises with every attempt to intimidate me."

"I certainly have not the talent which some people possess, of conversing easily with those I have never met before."

"In vain I have struggled. It will not do. My feelings will not be repressed. You must allow me to tell you how ardently I admire and love you."

"It was not in her nature, however, to increase her vexations by dwelling on them."

"But how little of permanent happiness could belong to a couple who were only brought together because their passions were stronger than their virtue."

"He is a gentleman; I am a gentleman's daughter, so far we are equal."

"I cannot fix on the hour, or the spot, or the look, or the words, which laid the foundation. It is too long ago. I was in the middle before I knew that I had begun." [Mr.Darcy on how/when he begun to love Elizabeth]

No Facebook February

This post is 4 days late, however I have had only limited time each day to update my blog and I used that time to write my poems - which I intend to finish at number 10. The reason for not continuing "a poem a day" tag is that I would rather have a separate, simple blog for my poems rather than them clouding up my rather intellectual blog. So, I will publish a new page with a link to it, God willing.

Anyhow, I deactivated my Facebook account, along with the deletion of my Instagram account. This month, I hope to spend the time I reserved for the aforementioned social networking website and app for reading and writing infinitely. In other words, I wish to be productive and fruitful in my work, and in the process recover my emotional and mental health to a green level. I expect to be more focused and start a few new projects in my life.

On an entirely different note, today in English, while giving an impromptu speech in front of the class I managed to say the nonexistent yet frequently uttered word "badder" instead of the grammatically and universally accepted "worse." Before I could stop the sounds escaping from my mouth, they arranged themselves in a manner so embarrassing and disgusting, after I said it, I had to gulp down my shame and agony. I quickly corrected myself, but my fellow classmates had already engraved my speaking abilities as inadequate in their memories, and they were all laughing at my mistake. I laughed along, but inside I was dying, disintegrating into small pieces of disgrace, and withering like a cut flower time-lapse. I have brought dishonor to myself, and how will I continue to speak this language, I do not yet know.

Lots of Polaroids,
~Belle

6. Footprints

snow covered sidewalks
where I can leave fresh footprints
that have the chance of being followed
by people I don't know.
and when concealed with
a new layer of white
i will imprint my path
again.
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