Apathy:  Complete lack of emotion  or motivation  about a person, activity, or object; depression ; lack of interest  or enthusiasm
Paraphernalia: Miscellaneous items
Qualm:  An uneasy feeling of doubt, worry, or fear, esp. about one's own conduct
Mansplain: The fact or action of explaining something in a condescending or self-justifying manner, originally and especially of a man to a woman
Irrevocable:  Not able to be changed, reversed, or recovered
Fortuitous: Happening by accident or chance rather than design
Obsequious:  Obedient or attentive to an excessive or servile degree